Starting New!

Last night something big happened that can change my entire life that lead me to this site and start to trace whats happening around me. Writing blogs amuse me and makes me forget problems that exist in my life and some of it seems like impossible to solve coz the effect will be permanent. For some reason im a loner, I rarely speak about myself or tell other people even my friends about my problem but for my special someone thinks that im a big mouth that can't keep a secret and that im telling everything to them. By doing this seems like I am a big mouth publishing in public whats happening in my life. For now Im mumbling nonsense but later some of it will make sense why I say these things.. anyway welcome to my blog.